.dikit aja.

walaupun ga tau bakal ketemu kamu lagi kapan,

nungguin sampai saatnya nanti kita ketemu aja,

uda cukup untuk memotivasi aku untuk jalanin tiap hari..

so,

until we meet!

.you.

i love you,

just in a simple way

as long as i can see you

as long as i know that you are there for me

as long as you are happy,

i will be happy too.

i love you,

is what me to you.

the longer the distance between us,

makes me realise that..

my love grows for you everyday.

.merenung.

kadang kadang kalo liat temen temen lain yang satu kota sama pacarnya,

iri deh.. kata kata "huuu.. pengenn" atau "coba aja satu kota" kluar deh berjuta juta kali

ntah secara sadar atau nggak..

tapi..

kalo dipikir pikir lagi

yaah maybe it's the path that we should take

that gives us more color in our relationship

jadi yaaaaa... dibuat seneng aja deh!

hihihi..

not together physically doesn't mean we're not happy, right?

a shoulder to cry on

i just realised that we actually need a shoulder to cry on

tapi shouldernya bukan shoulder biasa

mesti shouldernya orang-orang yang kita sayang

baru deh tuh keluar air matanya..

ga nyangka ya sentuhan dikit aja bisa langsung ngebuat kita luluh dan nangis kayak anak kecil..

huaah..

you and i

i know if i were sad, you will be sad too..

and vice versa

if you were sad, i will be as sad as you..

so from now on

don't think about all the sadness, loneliness that we have right now..

just think for the future..

the future of us..

together forever.

malam ini malam terakir.

tapi kita ga sama-sama

aku pikir kamu ga jadi pegi sama temen2 kamu itu gara2 kamu lebih milih jalan2 sama aku

tapi ternyata nggak

kamu ga jadi pegi karna kamu tau kamu bakal lama di bandung

jadi bukan gara gara aku

aku mau fokus lagi ke plajaranku

tapi ga bisa

terlalu sedih

terlalu kesel

terlalu ga berlapang dada

terlalu ga bisa terima

aku sedih

dari tadi coba terus ngapalin

tapi yang di otak aku mikirin yang lain

mau rasanya ga usah mikirin ini

bodo amat aja

tapi aku ga bisa kontrol

kayaknya aku ga penting buat kamu

mau kita ketemu apa nggak malem ini

mau aku bisa ikut nganter apa nggak malem ini

kamu ga peduli

karna emang keberadaanku ga perna penting

kayaknya aku mesti nyerah deh

ga usah jadi yang overaktif

ga usah kegeeran

ga usah mikirin kamu lagi

ga usah susah susah buat kamu lagi

stop.

berhenti.

....

La da da da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

La da da da da da

.bingung.

kadang mau waktu cepet cepet berlalu

kadang mau lambat lambat

bahkan kalau bisa diam sama sekali

berhenti

sunyi

cuma kita

sekarang

bukan cuma kebawa sama waktu aja

tapi udah jatoh

tergelincir

kesedot masuk ke pusaran waktu yang ga berhenti berputar

ga bisa diem

bahkan untuk stop sebentar aja

huahm.

terima sajalah.

pasrah.

ga usah berharap lagi

ga usah bilang bilang

"aahh.. coba waktu bisa berhenti"

karna emang ga bisa.

life must go on.

keep fighting keep smiling