GRADUATED!! and yet still unemployed.

HEYLOOOOOOOOOOOOHH PEOPLE! lama banget ya bok. ckckckkckck. kalo ibarat seng nih, udah karatan dari ujung ke ujung kali ini blog. tsk. sooooooooo how's life? my life is GOOD. but i know i have to do something with my life. it won't be enough if what i do is only working part-time job as cashier in a Portuguese restaurant that sells "fire-grilled' chicken called Nando's, enjoying life too-much until i get lazy and have a non-stop working mouth. "bersih-bersihin sisa sisa snack di pinggir bibir* I know i have to do something. But I don't know what. I've tried to make the list of what-to-do today and day by day my self disciplines just fade away. I know I have to pass that DAMNED IELTS TEST so that I can get that freakin permanent residence visa. But then again, my faith in myself shrinks, together with the fact that non of my staying-here-in-melbourne has passed that shitty band score of 8. Oh yes! I graduated from Monash *YEY*... like five months ago *still yey?* and here i am getting fatter, dreamless life and have no idea where to start. I am as clueless as shit. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! COME ON VINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! COME ONNNNN!!!!! WORK IT OUT! HAVE A DREAM! HAVE THE FAITH, COURAGE AND DISCIPLINE TO GET IT! HAVE SOME PASSION! COME ONNNNNN!!!! LIVE YOUR LIFE! STOP THINKING. STOP COMPLAINING. STOP EATING. STOP DOING NOTHING. STOP LIVING LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING. MOVE. START. start wherever you want to start because at least, at least.. you know you move and actually do something with your life. SO, JUST MOVE ON! GRADUATION IS OVER! YOUR HARDWORK HAS ACTUALLY PAID OFF! COME ON! DO SOMETHING WITH IT!