.you?.

I've already said good night to my bf and at a glance i see those sickening words.

everytime I read your skype's primary message, that you wrote about friendship, that exact time my heart says "BULLSHIT" and I really mean
E VE RY TI ME.

YOU.
you don't know ANYTHING about friendship
all you know is yourself
how you can use people that you call "FRIENDS" to achieve your goal is all that really matters
I do once think that you are able to bitching around so that you will have good grades..

and yeah, you are that low in my point of view

NOW, i really don't care about you.
you are alive, but for me you are dead
i don't care if you get better mark than i get,
because i know that you are not in the same level to be competed with
your personality is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay lower than mine

and i know i am better than you are just because i don't do things that you've done.

So, goodbye you small dark "angel".

i will forget both of you.

.humm.

i miss the old me.
i miss my parents
i miss my boy friend
i miss my besties: Agatha Ayuningtias, Skolastika Budiman and Ivan Reynard
i miss my old life

i am really scared of failing my subjects
i have given my best and still i can't convince myself to let go if bad things happened..
there is no one to be blamed off except me..
i am truly deeply tragically scared

i feel all alone here
this freezing cold weather blocks me away to do anything fun outside
i need my besties to be here
i need a true friend

so yeah,
these are things that keep on spinning in my head while waiting the football match to come..

aaah, what a night.

please

Let Me Get What I Want

.this is so us.

Distance Doesn’t Matter

another kegilaan

i wish.

.kegilaan di saat libur. jangan tanya kenapa.

.this is what i called original. (Zee Avi _ Kantoi)