.humm.

i miss the old me.
i miss my parents
i miss my boy friend
i miss my besties: Agatha Ayuningtias, Skolastika Budiman and Ivan Reynard
i miss my old life

i am really scared of failing my subjects
i have given my best and still i can't convince myself to let go if bad things happened..
there is no one to be blamed off except me..
i am truly deeply tragically scared

i feel all alone here
this freezing cold weather blocks me away to do anything fun outside
i need my besties to be here
i need a true friend

so yeah,
these are things that keep on spinning in my head while waiting the football match to come..

aaah, what a night.