.decemberthoughts.

this month, i would say it is the most "complete" month in this whole year that will come to its end in exactly 4 days, it is shocking how time can fly that fast!

HAPPY + GRATEFUL
There were a lot of things happened during this month. It started when i got my exam results. I really didn't expect that i had at least credit for all 4 subjects. I don't mean to exaggerate but it is the truth. So, really thank God for that. Oh yea, si Nceng also passed her CPA "killer" audit exam! hehehehehhe happy!

Second happy thing was that Christian, although it was supposed to be a surprise, came home!! Those 3 days were full of meaningful moments for me. We talked a lot of things, shared our thoughts, had some giggles here and there.
Ohhh those sweet moments! i miss him already! heheheeheh. And again, thank God for him.

The third happy thing was CHRISTMAS DAY!! This year, i celebrated Christmas not only with mamimam papipap and si nceng (although we are in different continent), but also with my aunts, uncles and cousins. In that family gathering, i was shown that i was supposed to be more grateful for all things that God have given me; a super great family, an admirable boyfriend and a happy life as there are a lot more sad, bad and miserable things that one could imagine happened in my "outside" world.. and for realizing me to those things, i am thankful.
Nevertheless, i do believe that there will always be something, something good that will come from things that we consider as bad in the first place.

WHEN THERE IS NO HAPPINESS
Actually there is no something serious that makes me super sad or that kind of feelings, but to make this post in sync with my first statement, i would say there were few "small things" that i think it is not happy feeling, such as my sister was not here in Indonesia to celebrate Christmas, we are skype-ing, though! so that makes it a little less sad. Second,Indonesia national football team was lose in the first leg final match of "Piala AFF"!!!! oh soooo makes my mood down!! but i do believe we can play better in the second leg! Calm down fellas!! Show them and make them remember how "GANAS" we can plaaaay! and it will be a fair play, for sure! screw youuu cheaterssssssssssss!

Wow, what a long post isn't it? (at least for me). I think this is the longest post i have been posted! hihihihii. i think i will stop here. thank you for reading and... enjoy!


PS: I really can't show YOU how grateful i am to be given such a fantastic family. Thank YOU, God for them and Your blessings until now.


thank YOU. thank YOU. THANK YOU.

.saya.

i know i can be such a pain in the ass:
overjealoused
demanding
self centered
so freakin condescending


you've been warned.


still want me?

.time.

ya ampun. lama ya dari post yang terakir. hihihihi. maap maap.

oh iya,
saya udah kelar second year loh di monash uni! hihihihi one year left!

cepet yaaaaaak.
baru kemaren ngepost kalo lulus semua untuk semester 1 di second year..
skarang second semester juga udah lewat!

ih andaikan tu semester bisa terlewati semudah membuat post post ini
post kemaren semester satu, eh post berikutnya uda kelar semester 2..

tapi siapa yang tau perjuangan di tengah tengah 2 semester itu?
aaaaaah biarlah hanya diri sendiri yang tau, seberapa besar usaha yang sudah dikeluarkan dan hasil yang menjadi konsekuensi.

next semester harus lebih rajin! ga boleh sok tau! brasa udah bisa tapi sebenernya belom belom banget.. ga boleh mengeluh terus! smangat smangat smangattt!!

semoga post ini bisa menjadi pengingat untuk saya sewaktu keluhan lebih banyak daripada perbuatan.

oh iya, terima kasih Tuhan untuk semua berkat-Mu. :D